Was trying to explain to my mom about thinking I may have dyshidrosis, and said I had semen filled blisters on my hands instead of serum.

Freudian slip much?

1 ramen packet
2 slices of maple bacon
3 eggs
1/8 tsp granulated garlic
pinch of chili powder
pinch of cajun seasoning

Take bacon and tear into small pieces, throw in a pan on medium heat till crispy and till bacon fat as leeched out. During, cook ramen in microwave or in pot. Drain ramen and let set 2 minutes. Add to the pan until noodles are slightly chewy. Add beaten eggs and spices. Stir until noodles have a small crisp and eggs are completely cooked.

Verdict: Needs more spice and slight bit more cooking time for noodles, but definitely more than edible.

So much love, Smudge. Rest peacefully. You were my little grumpy fluffy butt and my baby boy.

I got a job!
I'm now an illustrator/animator full time for a software design company!

Damn it damn it damn it damn it.
Just...argh.

When does anyone ask for voice acting jobs out here?
Well, I apparently found it and am now waiting for my check in the mail. <3 I may now be the guiding voice to a student based networking site.

On a more serious note, I've had an epiphany lately. I've finally realized that the people I'm surrounding myself with are not going to positively influence me to where I want to be in the future and are just holding me back. I'm not a kid anymore; in fact I want my job to be working with kids. But, I can't pretend that I am one like they do and shirk on the responsibilities and thought processes needed to get what I need to done.
I feel motivated. I'm going to get out of community college and go to a Cal State, get my degree and credentials and be able to teach.

Let's rock.

My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby, I believe
This is real, so take a chance and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

Don't know if the first song of the year should be Katy Perry but fuck it, I'm happy.

It's time for a real change. First need to get rid of the weight though.

I had one of my more terrifying dreams last night. I finally fell asleep somewhere around 2 and don't remember much except for the one I had waking up.
Mom has given up on her life and started drinking incredibly heavily and was driving while absolutely shitfaced. I was trying to tell her that she shouldn't be doing this and she kept throwing it all back in my face, calling me a pussy and saying she needed to get me to school. When I said I wanted out of the car, there were no handles to open the door and she wouldn't make them appear. I remember sitting there, feeling absolutely hopeless and having no shoes on, praying up and down she wouldn't get us killed before we got to the school.
I woke up trembling and really afraid. I'm still shaken. But, I do need to get to school and dad's taking me.